There is that saying “Do you work to live? or live to work?” Most would chose the obvious choice…… why does it not seem possible for me? We’ll aside from the main answer of course “because the world is cruel”.  But seriously, why is it so hard for me to freakin advance in my life? It seem so easy for others. Me not so much. If BLAH could be anymore Emphasized that would explain lots. so … BLAH……